How can all of the
strange little events that happen to us simply be coincidences?
I was in a crowded
grocery store after work recently, going from aisle to aisle at my usual fast pace,
trying to get the shopping over with as quickly as possible. I was checking
items off my mental list when I realized there was a disabled man in a
wheelchair whom I had seen before. Suddenly a tidal wave of guilt consumed me
and nothing seemed terribly important. How odd. Where did this feeling come
from? I stood there, fixated on the thought that this man needed someone to
help him complete basic tasks like pulling grocery items off the shelf.
How many times had I
complained recently about my inability to obtain the things I want? I already
have so much for which to be thankful. The cloud of frustration that had been
hovering over me for the past few weeks seemed to disperse. How selfish I had
been. I was able to practically run down the aisle and get through the checkout
line while this man was still struggling to get a few items (granted, he had
someone shopping with him). I went home and unpacked my groceries, still
obsessed with the guilt I had felt in the store. It was a nagging feeling, like
someone was tapping me on the shoulder.
I believe these kinds of
experiences are the Holy Spirit breaking through to us. The timing of this
event was a little strange, considering two days later the week’s topic was the
Spirit-empowered life. We talked about prophecy – hearing the Lord speak to you
for the sake of others.
There is a real and
ever-present challenge for some of us – perhaps all of us - to step outside of
our self-absorption and help others solely for their sake. Maybe I should slow
down, pay more attention, even volunteer more. Maybe I should thank that man
the next time I see him.
- Written by: Susan Eick
Thank you Susan for your honest story and how it conveys the challenges of living a Spirit-empowered life. If only we would listen to the prompting of God in our lives. I thank our Lord for His patience with me and never giving up on me. Like you, I will look for those moments in everyday life and respond both in thanksgiving and hopefully action. God bless for writing this.
ReplyDeleteJim Kirschner